identity crisis
are we a society in which there is no such thing as individuality?
i knew a girl who wanted to be paris hilton, i'm sure everyone knows a girl who wants to be paris hilton. but that aside, she was full of it, the hair, the brand name clothing, the "that's hot" every 15 seconds, yes you probably have guessed it, i wanted to smack her on the back of the neck real hard.
i mean the world doesn't need another paris hilton.
this girl's mother being the female equivalent to hitler, not letting her daughter do ANYTHING at all, she was a typical helicopter mom.
ugh how mad this girl made me.
she isn't the only one i see that has an identity issue, i think most of us do, it's a far more complex thing then what any of us expect.
it's more personal then what they publicly do.
so the second person i know is a woman that was a friend of my aunt in sweden. i met her this summer when i went to europe. now she isn't so young, nor is she old. she's in her early 40's and has 4 children, of whom one just recently got married and moved to another continent, another who has a bit of social problems (he was neglected as a child), one who is a complete goth, and another who is young, still in grade school.
the mother however, seems to be stuck in her teens, she has a digital camera and can't stop snapping her shots, and printing/posting them on the fridge door.
i didn't know what was more disturbing, pictures of her all over the house, pouting, or her acting as if she never had children.
i think the main idea is that i'm just sick of people being everyone else but themselves.
i mean yes i saw the actual problem with these people, the paris hilton wannabe was an ex-bestfriend. ex for a reason might i add. she was probably one of the most insecure people i have ever met. she hated herself, but the only way she hid that was by making fun of everyone she saw and just gave herself a cheap boost.
i don't like people who need to put others down to make themselves better.
i think it's disgusting and just makes them look worse then they probably intended to seem. they wanted a cheap laugh, but they just made themselves look like poop.
another thing i want to touch base on is highschool-minded-ness.
by that i mean is that highschool mentality some people have during and a lot of the times carry on with them for years after highschool. it's that jealousy they feel towards others, or the shit talking, the betrayal that may have done, which they carry on forever.
i had a first class experience with this today, a "friend" from school, from who i always felt a bit of hate from, decided she would message me after a year. she wanted to ask me how i was, blah blah, then she got to her point and there it was, she was stripped, i found out all i needed to know to confirm who i've thought she was, a jealous, cheap, bitch.
her: so, i like your pictures, they are always so pretty.
me: aw thank you.
her: but it's funny, you never let anyone take pictures of you, you always hid your face with your hand.
me: yes indeed.
what i really wanted to say: bitch, you are a stalker, a hater bitch who just wants my pictures for bullshit reasons that i don't know, probably facebook, pathetic as that seems, you are far more.
what i still don't understand is, why was it so important for her to have pictures of me, like woah bitch back off.
i don't get women, i swear, you can try to be who i am, but you can't. No. stupid bitch.
again, another angry moment, with another woman.
i don't get women, they're so fucked up seriously, why be so jealous and such.
i mean i thought all of that was over during highschool, pathetic enough, i'm the center of your world. aw, i'm flattered. really.
i mean if i start talking about me and highschool, the list, the entry, would be neverending. thanks to the girls.
anywho, i think people always want to be someone else, but these people are just insecure in their own skin, they need to look beyond what others may think and just attempt to be themselves, minus the cover, for a change.
it's harder then i thought. age doesn't make a difference, obviously.
xx.
s.a
are we a society in which there is no such thing as individuality?
i knew a girl who wanted to be paris hilton, i'm sure everyone knows a girl who wants to be paris hilton. but that aside, she was full of it, the hair, the brand name clothing, the "that's hot" every 15 seconds, yes you probably have guessed it, i wanted to smack her on the back of the neck real hard.
i mean the world doesn't need another paris hilton.
this girl's mother being the female equivalent to hitler, not letting her daughter do ANYTHING at all, she was a typical helicopter mom.
ugh how mad this girl made me.
she isn't the only one i see that has an identity issue, i think most of us do, it's a far more complex thing then what any of us expect.
it's more personal then what they publicly do.
so the second person i know is a woman that was a friend of my aunt in sweden. i met her this summer when i went to europe. now she isn't so young, nor is she old. she's in her early 40's and has 4 children, of whom one just recently got married and moved to another continent, another who has a bit of social problems (he was neglected as a child), one who is a complete goth, and another who is young, still in grade school.
the mother however, seems to be stuck in her teens, she has a digital camera and can't stop snapping her shots, and printing/posting them on the fridge door.
i didn't know what was more disturbing, pictures of her all over the house, pouting, or her acting as if she never had children.
i think the main idea is that i'm just sick of people being everyone else but themselves.
i mean yes i saw the actual problem with these people, the paris hilton wannabe was an ex-bestfriend. ex for a reason might i add. she was probably one of the most insecure people i have ever met. she hated herself, but the only way she hid that was by making fun of everyone she saw and just gave herself a cheap boost.
i don't like people who need to put others down to make themselves better.
i think it's disgusting and just makes them look worse then they probably intended to seem. they wanted a cheap laugh, but they just made themselves look like poop.
another thing i want to touch base on is highschool-minded-ness.
by that i mean is that highschool mentality some people have during and a lot of the times carry on with them for years after highschool. it's that jealousy they feel towards others, or the shit talking, the betrayal that may have done, which they carry on forever.
i had a first class experience with this today, a "friend" from school, from who i always felt a bit of hate from, decided she would message me after a year. she wanted to ask me how i was, blah blah, then she got to her point and there it was, she was stripped, i found out all i needed to know to confirm who i've thought she was, a jealous, cheap, bitch.
her: so, i like your pictures, they are always so pretty.
me: aw thank you.
her: but it's funny, you never let anyone take pictures of you, you always hid your face with your hand.
me: yes indeed.
what i really wanted to say: bitch, you are a stalker, a hater bitch who just wants my pictures for bullshit reasons that i don't know, probably facebook, pathetic as that seems, you are far more.
what i still don't understand is, why was it so important for her to have pictures of me, like woah bitch back off.
i don't get women, i swear, you can try to be who i am, but you can't. No. stupid bitch.
again, another angry moment, with another woman.
i don't get women, they're so fucked up seriously, why be so jealous and such.
i mean i thought all of that was over during highschool, pathetic enough, i'm the center of your world. aw, i'm flattered. really.
i mean if i start talking about me and highschool, the list, the entry, would be neverending. thanks to the girls.
anywho, i think people always want to be someone else, but these people are just insecure in their own skin, they need to look beyond what others may think and just attempt to be themselves, minus the cover, for a change.
it's harder then i thought. age doesn't make a difference, obviously.
xx.
s.a
4 comments:
I know EXACTLY what u mean! And we a are definately on the same brain wave!
And there is always sooo much drama with girls I can't stand it! Some days I wish I was a guy just to escape from all the ridiculousness that goes with girls!
xo
yes! we are indeed. and today is one of those days i wish i were a guy :)
i think life would be so much easier as a man hehe.
xx
Don't worry, sweetheart. Letting this stuff get to you is just giving in to their game and giving them what they want. I am totally with you on all of this. I hate bitches that are obsessed with drama and wanting to be what they are not. Best thing to do (and sometimes the hardest) is to just step away and ignore them. They want you to get caught up in their crap. They feed off of that. Attention is their fuel to keep on creating more and more crap.
It's rough being a girl, but I'm pretty sure it's not all fun and games being a guy either. The sad fact is, being a human at all is not always the greatest thing in the world. We were blessed (or cursed) with emotions, and unfortunately, girls do get the bitter end of the stick by having a wider range of emotions.
You seem like a strong girl. You just keep being yourself and keep standing up for yourself and eventually, these girls will be trying to be like you instead of Paris Hilton (I have no idea how she is famous. She's a waste of human life).
Keep your head up, babe. You'll do great.
<3
hahaahahah oh sarah, you're always right:) and thank you.
girls will be girls indeed.
and yeah i just think we need to completely ignore people.. which can be hard but it isn't impossible.
xx
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