Ah, so it's been over a year since I've said anything at all. I'm overall content and life has been pretty rewarding. The biggest gift I've gained is the ability to realize where and how I am being used; how to maximize myself by sparing any remaining energy I have after a days worth of work - on my fucking self.
This is not selfish, the only selfish thing I have realized are those that have asked for my helping hand when they are down. I do not seek help from many and if I have trusted you enough in life to let you in, don't be a cunt.
I'm very upset because I've been rhetorically shat on twice today. I'm tired and I'm angry as fuck. I want to move forward realizing my own worth. I want to move on and learn from my current downfalls.
May God help me.. anyone.. Jesus? Allah? David? Buddha? No disrespect - just in need of a few angels and a ton of blessings.
Bye.
