for reals.
it's hard to comprehend the things that are thrown at you on a constant basis.. but we must grab these curved situations, and just jump over them.. we are all capable of overcoming our fears, ourselves, but it's a matter of understanding what that particular thing is; what that particular feeling means - is what takes the most out of us.
finally decided that moving on is the best thing i can do.
move on from old love, graduation, into new things.
i have decided that going back to school will not be the best thing right now. i will try to work on my talents. try to network find connections that i can use.
it was a difficult and stressful decision but i instantly felt relieved once i had decided not to go back.
i think life altering decisions are those that will shape you as a person; obviously. making these on your own can be difficult, hence i got support from a friend.. who has been active in my life lately and it has made me happier.
often times, i find that people will make those who more harmful to them closer .. closer to their minds, hearts and souls. you need to bring people who are a positive and wonderful influence on your life, which may include your family. not always, but it may. in my case, my family is loving and supporting, having them close to my heart makes me whole. there were times when i was younger, when i insisted on having my family as far away as possible.. i regret that everyday, however, i'm making up for the times lost by just inviting them back into my heart..and keeping them there forever.
i'll blog again soon. always want to, never get a chance to.
