17.9.11

boys take us to levels we didn't know existed (in hell).


there's something that's bothering me .. i'm itching and bitching to find out the bottom to this situation

here's the dish:
boy meets girl at a party.. thinks she's hot, girl is much older. boy doesn't give a rats ass.
months go by, boy meets girl's friend, thinks she's pretty! boy gets confused... oh shit.
boy sees both girls at wedding... together, poor boy... eyes one, eyes the other.. hits on second friend. catches her by charm. spends the evening laughing, dancing, talking.. promising a life of fun and friendship.
next day.. boy calls girl .. tells her, he's not interested in a relationship.. not ready.. blah blah garbage.. girl is confused at this point.. reassures him that her intentions are not different. they continue to talk daily about the weather, the news, themselves, hobbies.. three days go by; things are great... boy asks girl for the girl's friend's number (the one he met first). she hesitates, contacts the girl, the girls discuss girl-code and try to wrap their heads around the situation.. they're both confused at this point. they agree to give the number to get to the bottom of this.. boy seems TOO happy for this outcome.. girl he was flirting with is heartbroken and feels used.
he sweet talks girl #1 and tries to tell her she's pretty; she immediately puts him in his place and reminds him he is going to break her friend's heart. he tells her he isn't interested.. blah. blah.. BLAH. now girl #2 is pissed, calls him and tells him he's a piece of shit (good job on that). he tries to tell her she's dumb for thinking that he was trying to play the two (idiot). girl #2 begins to ignore him.. days go by.. boy realizes he FUCKed up. he continues to call her.. bother her.. message her sweet nothings telling her he's sorry that he was just trying to be bold. girl #1 eventually falls for his bullshit and calls her friend to reassure her that there might be some sort of honesty in his word. girl #2 calls him... 5 days later. they talk. now she's confused.. what should she do.. he seems really honest and amazing.. but he still claims to not want anything from her.. but he says he has feelings; now, she did remind him that no relationship = friendship, good, clean. all of that. you know.
now girl #2 is still pissy. she needs our help.. if you read this.. help her out; advice please.

thank you.

16.9.11

hmph.

here i am, confused, lost.. yet again.
any surprise?
i'm currently in an air cast resting my pretty much broken foot+ankle. i'm in pain. i can't work, i can't walk, i can't sleep. this sucks.
that isn't the worst of my worries right now. i am concerned about my future. i don't know what's happening. i want to go to school and i want my career to start. i am so annoyed right now.
i am looking at schools and i am looking and many other things.
hm hm hm HMPH.
i am sooo stressed :'(