Fruit and Nut..? Not.

So, I'm eating this bar of cadbury fruit and nut chocolate... but apparently they're feeling the credit crunch too. The damn bar has like 60 raisins (EW) and like half a freaking peanut. I think it's a joke. I think I'm being punked... ASHTONNNN!

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... :( fucking raisins.

My sister is marrying an asshole.

Yeah.. it's supposed to happen this winter... er.. next spring? summer? I don't know and that's barely the problem.

This "man" has hit her, called her names, and treat her like shit. His entire family is so disgusting, they constantly make comments and hate on my family members. It's so stupid and I feel like I'm dealing with a grade 3 situation. We've told her several times and she still lacks to understand that life is not a fucking fairy tale.

She has become so distant whereas if I try to say something to her, she won't make eye contact and act like I'm talking to thin air. She'll pretend she doesn't hear anything, because the truth hurts her. At one point, she decided that yes, we were right, and broke off her engagement, that's when she told us about all the things he did, all the terrible, abusive things. So, within 3 weeks, she runs back to him and totally embarrasses my parents. She has no sense in her, she's not 17, seems like she is; she's 29.

I don't even care about him anymore, she pisses me off more. She studied for years and got a degree but since she met him, she stopped trying to find a job. She works a shit job, getting paid a garbage rate but is okay with it because he works with her. I almost feel sorry for her, but I feel worse for my parents having to go through this. I mean we're all waiting for the day this whole thing falls apart and her brain starts working again.

She "visits" her in laws and doesn't come home for days. When she comes back she has bruises of all sorts. If we try calling her during those days, she won't pick up, because she is probably mopping or cleaning. He is the dirtiest fuck I have ever seen. I mean literally, layers of dirt on his skin and few surround his brain and his dirty fucking conscience. I fucking hate him.

There's a part of me that still believes that she has some hope, but the logical side of my brain tells me that she's going to marry him, pop out a few pests then get divorced and come crying back to us. It's not that we won't support her, we will, but my parents are too stressed out to handle her coming problems. I think the thought of marriage his infested her tiny brain. I'm looking at her as I type this, and I'm getting an urge to punch her on the back of the head. I wonder if that will get some sense into her? I doubt it, because I'm sure he's done that to her a few times.

What the fuck do I do now? She don't gets it guys.

GAHHH.

Today I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, as I have been for the past 2 weeks or so.
Lately I have not felt like myself at all, it's just something that's bugging me, yet I can't figure out what it is.

I'm sure everyone has one of these days, weeks, months, who knows. I feel as if I'm stuck in a rut and I'm annoyed.