is it always this hard to say goodbye? we all know it's a new beginning, but are we all willing to start again, all over again? how many times will it be before someone breaks and decides that it isn't worth trying to start again, only to say goodbye?
I think it's my time to say enough; enough to goodbyes and enough to new beginnings. i'm sick of it. i miss people i say goodbye to; i know it's one sided, and that's what really sucks.
i don't know how to react when saying goodbye, i usually get busy with water works and cry a puddle. i went to the to the tropics and i think i left my heart there; i didn't get a chance to say good bye, yet i feel empty and feel like there's a lot that needs to be said.
i need some sort of guidance; some sort of assurance that it'll be okay.
i walked the beach holding hands with my heart yet not realizing what was happening. i spotted a shooting star and wished upon it for true love and now i'm scared it came true. though he hates me now, i still believe he misses me.
how is one supposed to know what is the true love? i'm afraid, scared, terrified, did i make a huge mistake? can i blame it all on the star? what do i do? how can i say goodbye to someone accross the ocean and on a tiny island.
this is when i ask my angels to bring me a little bit of sunshine and a little bit of peace; and if possible, my heart please.
