proposition h8te.

i haven't blogged in like a million years, which sucks! but i swear i've been swamped at work and now i'm trying to take up some other projects like fixing/redecorating my room, sewing a few things i've been meaning to, and i want to paint something for my room too.
and i think of wonderful things to blog about when i'm on the bus, on my way to work.. and forget by the time i'm at work, or home.
anywho i wanted to touch base on proposition 8, or as some call it proposition HATE.
and i'm afraid, but i consider it hateful too.
how can a place like california (oh em gee) consider banning a right that every human has?
as some of you may know, gay marriage is legal in toronto, which makes me proud to be from toronto.. and at the same time makes me question, why do we need to legalize something that is already a human right?
aren't we as humans understanding enough to think that we all want to marry? or are we all just plain assholes who are against something that everyone should be able to do, or not to do.
if you ever go back to my other posts, you'll see that i'm not the biggest fan of marriage, because as we all know, most of them end up in divorce. but my point with this post is to say, we're all equal and what right does the next person have to change or determine what i do in my life.
my ex-asshole was against gay relationships and abortions, and i told him to his face, that after he mentioned those things to me, he was half the person he was before i knew that about him. and i hate on him for being such a dumb, pathetic asshole. he hated on his sister for a good year after she had an abortion, what an asshole hence he is an ex, added on to all the other things that make me want to hunt him down and skin his penis.
everyone has the right to do whatever they want, this is 2008, and it makes me sick to even think that people have a right to say what they want to say against someone else, fuckers.
i'm angry because people are ignorant fucks.
UGHHHHH.

bitches and foes

Ugh, i'm a little pissed off.
i'm not perfect, and i hate it when people judge me.
okay so i'll come clean.
i had a bad relationship/bad break up sorta thing, he cried about everything in life, just tried to make me feel guilty about everything i did in my regular life minus him. asshole. anywho.
i realized i was dating the wrong person, and that everything was pretty shitty with him, so i broke up with him, and i went back to my ex-work place, where i have alot of friends, went in to say hi and there she was, the judgemental bitch.
she has heard his side of the story, didn't even bother talking to me, but is off judging me as being a horrible person.
not to mention that i was the one saving her ass at all times.
i mean, she was never on time, she never cleaned our make up station, and she was a total all around mess. she made me angry by talking shit about me.
the only reason was that because me and her worked together, and her being over 35+, that she would have minimal respect for me atleast, and talk to me before coming to conclusion.
this is just to show you that people will be assholes no matter what you are to them.
it kind of sucks because i was ALWAYS there for her, through the rough times and whenever she needed help, i always gave her a hand, considering she doesn't know two things about her job.
sucks for her because now she is stuck at this counter, a mess it is now since i'm not there, working a job she sucks at.
but you know, i believe in karma sometimes, and this would be one of those times, i'm angry!
ugh. i deserve better.
stupid bitch.
so guys, be careful before you date/even pretend to like someone at the workplace, it can come back and bite you in the ass.
now i look like a slut/bitch in front of people who i once worked with.
but minus her, everyone else in my cosmo department is still in love with me, we're such a happy family. so the other girls aren't taking sides at all because atleast they know both sides of the story.
fuck her and her stupid self and she can go screw him for all i care.
just don't come to a conclusion that isn't completely correct.
ps. i'll get over it i swear.
ps. it's awesome to be single.
xx