9.3.17

And the plot thickens

Yeah you're right
Not any better.. much worse.
I'm dealing with emotions that are far too complex for me to comprehend right now.
I couldn't imagine these emotions would creep back up but here they are.
I feel so alone right now and I should be comforting my mother during this difficult time and I can't summon up the courage to do so.
I'm afraid she would have to console my emotions and I will not be able to do anything for her.
I feel like a failure sometimes and this is one of those times.
This is a tough feeling to grasp. It's almost unbelievable.

Rest in peace dear soul.. you didn't deserve to go like this.

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