ugh. school.

school is SOOO confusing.
especially when you are JUST getting out of highschool and need to decide as soon as possible,
and managing to keep everyone happy.
we ofter forget ourselves.
as for myself, i applied to university right at the end of highschool, picked something so very random and dropped out by the end of summer.
Then i worked for a year, decided that i HAD to do it this time, so i applied again, but this time it was something i liked.. and thennnnn, i dropped out again, this time for the fear of studying itself.
it's soo much harder to get back in study-mode once you get out.
sometimes i wish i just dove in the first time around.. or even the second time.. i'd be happier the second time around, because it was something i moderately liked.
it's okay
it's better to know rather then waster your time + money.
now, NOW i will apply and get to school this winter. hehe
it's my turn now, for sure.

so ladies and gentledies,
don't worry if you don't know right away, just take your time, but stay on track. you have to get in somehow, but if you aren't really sure, think about it. parents will just be parents.
<3