Come back please

It's been a week since we laid you to rest. I feel so bitter visiting you at your grave. I'm so angry at God. I'm so angry and I'm so upset. I miss you so much and I wish I had one last chance to hug you. But mostly I wish you were still here. It's almost impossible for me to write this because I can't stop crying. My heart hurts so much. 

Until we meet again my beautiful friend..