polish donuts are called poonchkins

take me to a land where dreams come true..
you know, i was wondering if that shit can actually happen.. i remember growing up i used to watch a show called dragon tales, which still comes on t.v. incase you want to watch it.. i doubt it will be of any interest; however, my point is, this show took two youngsters to dragon land, where they met and hung out with dragons. i remember watching this show and wishing that i were able to go to a different world where i would be able to escape the realities of real life. which is ofcourse not possible.
i hate the thought of not being able to understand where and how this whole thing has come up again, possibly brought on by my long work hours, a ruthless boss, and a manager from an old work place who likes to flirt.
horrible right? it is in many ways.. but in some ways i do love my job, the pay cheque and also the perks. many perks i get.. which i do enjoy.. including trips.
however, i don't know how long i'll be able to stay under the pressure until i blow up.
i don't like to bring work home. but it follows me and stays around.. along with the lack of sleep and missed t.v shows. how sad am i?
i'm not sure if i want to post this.. but i think i will..
when i had to call in sick the other day .. my conversation went something like this "hello.. um hi.. i think i'd like to call in sick.. i think. um thanks.. bye" my lack of confidence due to this job scares me.
bloooody sugar sticks.
i think i'll finish off here and go take a long cold walk outside.. it's cloudy and cold. just how i hate it <3
toodles poonchkins

poppy-cock ..i mean corn.

i just ate an entire bag of popcorn, don't get me wrong, i do this very often. but i feel guilty afterwards.. but there's something about popcorn that i can't resist. mmmm..

life is food.

boredboredbored.

life is slow at the moment, nothing exciting.

i'm just looking forward to starting school in january, but still need to work that out.

i want cheesecake.. still craving it.. it's been a month now. i think i should whip out the apron and cook up some cheesecake.. apple caramel flavour anyone?

just looking at it makes me drool, seriously.
now someone make me some cheesecake si vous plait cheries <3

food is a big part of life, and i appreciate good food, seriously. i don't care that i'm pudgy, refer to some old post about my love for pudgy women, yum.

xx FOOD.